2 / 12 /2010 and 3 /12 /2010

My Mid term assessment for Semester 5 is on 2/12/2010

mid term eve , we show our work to Ms Anna Chin . she say mine 1 is in very dangerous situation , cos they might fail me as very obviously , i didnt do it kindly . and she say my work is not confident enough , all the skill , style was copy from my friend . (it is ) so , at 1pm+ like that , she tell me . u have to save your self , tonight . and i look at my watch . shit !! 23 hours to save my self !! darn , so i hurry sit down , look at my painting , than i run to library do some research . with all the fears keep hunting me , i decide to find my favourite style and artist : Salvador Dali . and i get his idea , so i do from 2pm until 8 pm , after that rest , and go home continue at 10.30pm like that . i didnt sleep . i keep do , touch up until 4.30am , and i wish my boss good luck and i go and sleep . than i wanted to wake up at 7 , but oversleep till 8am , than continue abit , rush to coll . kanasai assessment time was 2pm , not 12pm ==" than i dont care , i put up all my work and i go eat . they say review only , no need to present your work , and so we all like being relief from a hard time :)

is been a long time i didnt join my coursemates , we have joy we have fun but we dont have season in the sun :P haha lame
i always is the last person to brief , and i get use to it . and very nervous and scare . and finally is my turn . they keep on ask me : how u do this !! why u do like this and why u paint like this , what is the meaning of that texture and why got human shape . i answer : my feeling was so scare after being warning , and texture means my emotion is up and down , got a human shape cos i saw one of my drawing studies got human shape , and those are accidently do 1 , the orange mark is for contrast . and ms anna say next time gonna scare me so that i can come up nice things .i was so scare ! lol !! but after that , all of us being pick up some work for exhibition . for the 1st time in my life , my work being took by lecturer , and the others , some of them being take for exhibition , adf homework , water color and drawing . me , nothing but till sem 5 , here's my 1st time . sounds silly but i m so happy XD


around 3~4 o clock , i did talk to ms anna . how she know i m not confident enough , and she answer me : because i m old , ooo i mean i have experience in teaching , add up with her smiley face . she say before assessment the other 2 lecturer tell her that i have suprise for them , and thats out of her expectation :) she was so happy . and she tell me must be more confident , "Human is so small when compare to universe , but Human spirit is as huge as universe !!" i was so touch . and she say next time when free , she will talk to me :) she also say actually can bring reference book show her , and she will guide us why the artist draw like this . but she kinda dissapointed cos no one did so :P haha !!

and 3rd round i talk to her , i tell her i m sorry that i didnt do 7 adf work that i use to promise her . she say since it's pass , let it be , but i can add it on the color harmony studies into my studies , my sketches or my work :) and she say again : do u still remember why i ask u to join fine art ? cos u are sensitif in texture , still remember the texture lesson and i ask u to join fine art ?? (i was like waaalau weh) cos u are not good in realistic , but u have other potential also ! and lucky u your parents allow u to change to fine art ( actually my parents didnt care cos i pay my self :D ) and she smile at me again . i was so happy !! cos , i nearly call her "kai ma" but for my safety , i didnt say it out :P cos this year dragon have alot of problem . i mean dragon zodiac . and so , i help her carry work to gallery , i continue for my Indepence study . (i m lack of sketches so i turbo to do it !!)


3/12/10

no presentation , but review . lol ! same again , mr liew say i have some good thing to show , ask me to explore from it . well , i think i have a few suprise but i dont know he will like it or not . :) for sure this is a suprise !! and , i wanna do as more as i can !! i gonna call it , TRAFFIC LIFE in KL . but i need to do alot research eh . . where can i find wood board ~~ T^T

anyway , thanks for reading :) have a nice day !!