I miss . .

Lil Sweetie from an island of icy ,
She is sexy and she is spicy ,
A silly fishy is missing this lil baby .
U steal my hati , but u make me happy ,
I miss my vege , and i miss my honey .

U are so kind.
U are so sweet.
U are funny.
And most of all,
U are my everything .


My everything ~


My everything ~

Half Alive

It's really 4 am

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykfiusB2jAs

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight

The Greatest Women In My Life

This post is specially for the greatest women i ever meet .

She , who give me life , who teach me how to hold a spoon , how to hold a pencil to write my name , who always scold me for my "artistic" handwriting , who always worry about me , take care of me and protect me since i was born . Being with her for 22 years . She is a great women . Really . . Tonight , after 1 hour , we will have a chance to meet up . This might be the final time i could feel her around . Too bad , i can't see her and cannot meet face to face . .

Till the day we meet again , i promise , i will take good care of my self , your daughters and your husband . You have to take care too !!




Mom . we miss you . we really really miss you . .

here's a song for you :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUuwt7JlOJM&feature=related

Bruno Mars : Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
Everyone think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're my mom
You're my mom

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away . .



With love
Your son
Thanks for everything Mom .
I'm proud to be your son , mom . .

Mom

she give me her life , she see how i take my first breath and hug me . i watch how she leave me , and hug her for the 1st time . . i miss you . i still very very miss you . hardly accept the truth . .

1 Week . .

is been 1 week and 11hours , 48 minutes already . . i still cant forget that moment . . and i have to admit , i m still very sad , i can't pretend that i am very strong . . i miss you , mom . .

Thank You

Dear my friends , here i would like to say thank you !! i really apprecieate it very much . i did feel sad , but now i'm o.k already . Now I would like to


Thank You : Ms.Silly Lee , Yoon Kim , Sammi , Daryl , Ah Juan , Ah Yao , Lee Soon , Ah Boon , Keong Seng , Poh Sian , Kent , Mona , Riya , May , Kathi , Lei Peng , CC , Sophie , Poh Guan , Ng Mei Mei , Kah Yee , Wei Lili , Derrick , Wen Hooi and Yin Yinn for texting me


(Thank you Ms Silly Lee , Wen Hooi , Ng Mei Mei and Yin Yinn , i feel touch from your message.
and thank you Poh Guan for my new nick name : The Cheerful Fish :) )


Thank You : Yoon Kim , Joan Lee , Pc for visiting (sorry for didnt pick up my call and u all have to turn around)


Thank You : Sandra , Joan , Li-wei , Kent , Aizat , Esther , Andrew , Miao , Ah Kit , Ah Hong , Ah Yao , Wai Soon , Ah Juan and Azel Jingle for attending


Thank You : Ms.Silly Lee , Ten Cola , Ng Mei Mei , Lee Soon , Ms.Anna Chin , Yoon Kim , Nik and Khalil for calling


Thank You : Sammi , JianVi , Kent , Thomas , Natalline , Hor Sayuri , Su Lee , Shahilla , Ten Ten , Juan , Pui Yinn , Yumi , Ben and Alex for replying


Thank You : Kent , Icca , Khalil , Aishah , Ten Cola for posting on my wall


Thank You : Juan & Family , Ah Yao , Kok Meng , Lee Soon , Ah Kit & Ah Hong Family , Wai Soon , Yoon Kim , Joan , PC , Mr Chin , Ms Anna Chin , Ms BB , Ms Lim , Mr Liew , Mr Lok , Sandra , Joan Ng , Ten Ten , Budak Hiding* , Li-Wei , Esther , Andrew , 四千金 MsMiao , Sherlyn , Qiao Er , Jamie , Su Lee , and Ben Lee for donating
(* : u know i know)


Thank You : Ky , Chin Jenn And Lucie for messaging


i really really appreciate it . i m glad to have u all as my friend
life is short . so remember to rest well when u are tired or stress k ?

6/1/2011

9:25am , rainy thursday morning . she leave us
Today suppose to be my mum chinese birthday .
I m the one who be with her . i saw she suffer . and . she leave us .
i should take diploma earlier . i wish she can hug my children and take care of them . luckily , i did bring my so call granddaughter to meet her before .

mom . . i miss your hainanese chicken rice . your 8am wake up call . your caring . your rushing personality . your everything . . sorry ma for not being the best 1 .


Now , U26 will lost 1 passenger.
Tiger , u bring away her . i have nothing to say
God and prayers , thank you you all for your blessing .

1st time i saw my father kiss on my mum . . first time we 3 hug together . and i hug my father also . . 1st time . . i saw my mom so cold , swear around and suffer . . so cold . . so cold . .

Thank you mom , for born me out . May your soul release from suffer and rest in peace ma . I love you

2nd Date :)

Today is our 2nd date . so happy :) thank you so much :) drink more water o ~ wish u recover soon !!